I did a very stupid thing out of desparation. I went to the America's Got Funding...paid 29.99 to registration fee only to get 134 pages of stuff that is very discouraging. It's about researching, writing, submitting for a grant. Repeatly tells you that you have to write and rewrite and submit everything exactly the way the Grantors want. This is ok. I don't mind putting forth the effort in doing as they instruct. But can't things be as simple as filling out an application? In order to apply you have to research a lot...many hours of grant info. Write a grant proposal and are told even if you are a good writer, you still may be turned down! I didn't have the 29.99 to pay but I was under the impression it was an application fee. I am so stupid. Now I have lost the money. What am I to do now?